Yuan Lai Zhe Cai Shi Zhen De Ni

You know, sometimes, some things are meant to be private and quiet. You don't need to tell every single detail. And now, you're giving me troubles. I appreciate the things you've done but sometimes, things are suppose to be private. So yeah. I hope you understand 'cause well, I don't have a life like you do. So don't expect everyone's life to be like yours. Ok?

'nuf said.

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Went to Han Yin's wake just now. He looked really peaceful. That's good.

Everyone, let's say our own prayers. For him and also for his family. Metta~

Yuen Min, be strong! We're all here for you *HUGS*

The Climb.

I think I get jealous pretty easily. Kids nowadays are like so lucky. They get gadgets like nothing. Like money is falling from the sky. WOW.

But then again. They're spoilt brats.

Me no likey. And they talk with accents. PLEASE LAAAAA...

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It's weird. You talk to people online, but when you see the person face-to-face, they're like strangers. That's baaaaaad. No no.

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Princess Cinderella. Princess Belle. Awesome ;p HAHAHA..

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So it's true? I can't believe it. I seriously can't. I'm so so sorry...

Life is so short. This minute someone's all happy jolly and the next gone?

But on another perspective, they're not suffering anymore.

True? But then again...

~Ohm Ma Nei Pat Meh Hum~

"oh my bella; you this little nyonya; always doodadoo and ladida"

I'm so proud of my brother, Lionnel Low! He improved alot during President's Cup. I think he improved for every event if I'm not mistaken. Awesome!

This is my sexy brother. I know he loves this picture HAHAHA. I think he's gonna kill me but who cares right. Ladida~ ;p

Ok. Yaddayaddayadda...

I can't really accept something. And another something. It's so shitty.

And I hate you for doing that to me. And you, sometimes. Argh.

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They freaking cut this part? Fish. This scene is like so steamy and hot. Go cut for what? Sheesh..

Goodnight <3

Temporary crushes ;)

Physics. WOW. I don't know. No comment. Anyway, the boyf and I went Summit to watch New Moon. Like finally. Woots. BOYF, ILY ;)

Loads of people said the movie wasn't nice at all, yaddayaddayadda... But I think it was okay. Although it was a little cheesy and was abit slow at the beginning, but still not bad :) I thought it was sweet, the characters and all. Love. Oooh... But somehow feel Kirsten Stewart ain't abit right for the role as Bella. 'Cause I see her as a very tough lady, like those with an extra X chromosome. HAHA. But I still love the love story in it. Super sweet! Sorry laa, I'm into all these and not horror stuff. So lovey-dovey it is! ;p

Jacob is very buff. Like 8pacs. Wooh..

Bella is sweet looking *smiles*

Edward is very fair and skinny. He should tone up haha.

Off to Paroi tomorrow to watch President Cup '09 and to support my brother.

Goodnight. LOVES :)

Inner Peace.

Wow. Just received the text from brotha. Not Lionnel Low. I'm so touched! Felt like crying. Lucky I didn't 'cause papa was behind me. HAHA. Although it was like one year ago's stuff, but I can absolutely remember everything. Almost everything. Although there were times when there were happy moments, there were also sad crappy moments.

Somehow, thinking back, feels like people have been fake all along. Fake. I actually miss those moments when there weren't any crappy moments 'cause it felt really nice. Y'know, to think there was really a bond between us. But just after few months, it's all gone. Crushed. A big disappointment though. Sigh. I wish some of you hadn't changed your attitude towards me after that day 'cause I just don't get why. But oh well. It's over. It's in the past now. So................

Doo-da-doo~ It's all good! :)

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Nolaa, that's not for anyone. Just felt like saying. Haven't said that word for quite a while.

HAHA so funny hor. Lavy you so funny laa.

Fuck off.

You know, sometimes when I see you,

I feel like giving you a tight slap you know that?

Bitch.

Yaddayadda...

I hate that name. It's sounds stupid.

It gives all the wrong conception of a person.

And that's what happened ain't it?

Fuck I hate that name.

I know two people who has that name.

Both are equally fucking crappy people.

Sorry laa,

but I'm in the mood to rant right now.

Gee :)

A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Mkes.

Lavynnia! Lavynnia! Lavynnia!



Miley! Miley! Miley!!!



I forget about her birthday the other day. I'm so sad. I'm a bad bad fan. Sigh :(

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Happy Anniversary, boyf! Two and a half years together. Wow. Never thought we'd come this far :) But me love! (:

I don't know what to say already laa. All I know is that I love you. Tau tak?

Fireflies.

AddMaths paper2 was a killer today. OMG. I left like three whole freaking questions out. Holyshits. Oh well, it's over it's over. 4more subjects to go then I'm done with SPM. Feel like starting fresh but at the same time, I don't wanna grow up. Gee :(

Are they as important as I am?

Maths! Gahh... Some mistakes here and there. But hopefully I'll get an A! ;)

So... Friends and I were chit-chatting after Paper1 today. And somehow as always, Miley Cyrus is in it :) I just don't get why you people don't like her. What's wrong with her? Maybe just her lips laa, like it's abit weird. But oh well, everyone's not perfect anyway right? Gee. Don't talk bad about my Miley Cyrus already! *punch* hahaha..

Sort of went shopping yesterday. Not satisfied yet. But man man lei, after SPM baru shop kao kao! Woohoo.. Can't wait. Ling-ah-ling~ ;p

I'm addicted to bracelets now. Not really bracelet laa. But not really bangle also. What do you call it? Sheesh.. Oh and I tried on checked shirt? Yes, first time! But I didn't buy it, scared it doesn't suit me. Ludadoo... Oh well. Shall let my boyf comment on that. Ngek :)

Baby Pixie sitting on the ironing board. So cute! She was finally attacked by the dogs yesterday for climbing out the window. Nice one! Hope she learnt her lesson ;)

Cyndi Wang songs. Aaahh... Nice. Me like! No idea why I'm hooked to her songs again, like out of the blue. Used to like her songs, but her songs became weirder and weirder so I stopped listening to it. But the two songs on my playlist ain't that bad :)

Inside Your Heaven~

Happy Birthday, Dexter!!!

Dexter is one year old today. I still remember. We were having President Cup last year when Aunty Janice told that a cat gave birth at her house. And all the cats were black except for Dexter. So soon after that, we adopted Dexter. That was a year ago. Wow.

That was then.

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This is now. Damn daring s'more. Always climb onto the fridge. Damn high you know. I don't know how he does that anyway. Very the geng. That's my one year old brother! :)

"US talk show queen Oprah to end show in 2011. What?!

Aaaaaaahhh... Can't wait for this movie to be out! I'm so gonna watch it! Woohoo... MILEY MILEY MILEY!!! Liam Liam Liam! Quite hot ah that guy. Hahah.

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4 subjects down. 3 days gone. So fast. Hmm. Next Monday - Maths. Nervous! It's easy for many people but anyway, I so need to get an A for that. *fingers crossed* (:

Little bit of everything.

So sweet of my bro! He went Genting for two nights with his friends and came home with my belated birthday present. Weeeeeeeee ;D

A clutch with my name on it! Yes I don't own a clutch and this is my first. And it's from Genting. So what he said is true, it's an expensive gift. I love it! Thank you, Lionnel Low ♥

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Was reading Sej just now, then I stopped, turn around, took my drumsticks and main it. It reminded me of band days. 2007 was the year. I joined the perfect year. Because things wouldn't be like how it is now and I'm glad :)

But somehow, sorry to say this, but band doesn't have that much of an impact to me compared to swimming. Why's that so? Too much drama? Hahah. It was then ugly and thinking about it makes it even uglier. But it's finally over now :)

Sometimes I wish I wasn't given a post, but on the positive side, I have been given the chance to go through that experience. To see a bigger picture of the "outside" world. I don't think I have a quality of a leader, and I'm sorry for everything I've done. And I'm sorry for letting the past leaders down.

Shit, why am I suddenly feeling down? Band days wasn't all that bad anyway. Had loads of fun too, and I will never forget them :)

Swimming. I miss those days. Yes I've said it a thousand times. But still :) Maybe 'cause it was part of my childhood, that's why. Although there were rough moments when I was thirteen, but I'm totally over that. I don't give a damn about what they think, as long as I know who I am. Plus, I was 13 laa dumbos. Gee what a shame. Oh well :) I've not been into the pool for only God-knows-how-long. Last time if I've not touch the pool water for 2 or 3 days, that was a record. Now... Haha :p

How should I conclude this? I don't know. Let it be laa.

I've been eating lots and lots of chocolate these days. And noooooooooooooo... I've finished this box of chocolate, given by my boyf's mommy for my birthday. It's so delicious and now dah habis semua. Gee :( Nvm, there's still Hershey's and Kisses and choki-choki ;D



Oh, and I found this yesterday.

Gawd, it brought me to tears when I saw this. His handwriting. They're so beautiful right? Eventhough he was already 87, he could still write so beautifully. Shame on you, doctors. I miss my KongKong!

Okay, enough for today. 2days left. I don't know what to expect. Sheesh..



Ciao ;)

UNICEF & Nicky :)

Hahaha mommy!! So funny. Her "daughter" looks very cute. She's the voice for DiGi's prepaid thingy on radio. You know the one where this two siblings are quarreling about their toys and complaining to their dad and so on? So cool ;)

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Texted my childhood bestie last night. It felt really nice catching up with her ;D I miss her! I miss our childhood days. "See if we can go back to Lick Hung and bop it days", that's what she said :)

Before The Storm

I wanna be tan again! I wanna have that skin tone during the band season. I miss being tan. 'Cause I'll eventually get fairer and fairer. Sheesh.. Oh well. Just read SherHann's band post again. She's like 24-7 band. Salute her weyy. Haha.

MILEY CYRUS!!! My addiction. Wooots :P

Oh, and my presents. The Hannah Montana stuff. I remembered saying I'll post up the picture some time. Here it is...

A storybook, a I-don't-know-how-you-call-it, and a book of postcards full of Hannah Montana with friends. Wehehee ;D



Less than a week left. But I still don't feel a thing. I asked mom whether it was a good or bad thing, and she said "Good laa, kan cheong for what". lolol :P

6.59AM

Wrong choice of shorts to wear for the whole day I was out today. I thought it fit me perfectly, but mana tau, it kept dropping. Ohmyholymama.. It was either I lost weight (aww) or I was just plain fat the other time when I bought the shorts. And I was mostly in Taipan just now, it was hard. Goodness gracious. Gee.. So after the revision thingy, I walked to Coffee Bean alone. Thought was gonna get a hmm, surprise by that boyfriend of mine. But nope, when I reached, he wasn't there. Ordered one large Double Pure Chocolate that freaking cost me RM14.50. Gone, I was then left with RM1 in my purse. Great. And *bwing bwing*, boyfriend showed up in front of me. "Eh?" :p

KAYU after that. "Long journey" though. Haha. Nice little chat here and there :)

Anyway, thank you! Thanks for everything :D For showing up, for accompanying me, for teaching me, for eating dinner with me, for giving me another surprise. PIRATED MILEY CYRUS CD!! Home-made CD lolol.. But still , oh MILEY CYRUS :D

Little gestures means something :)

Random thingy : I've not grown any taller since Form2. Still the same height, but have only been putting on weight. That's not good at all.

Doo-da-doo~ Ling-a-ling~ Doo-da-doo~

I don't like how I'm feeling. SPM is merely 2weeks away. And I don't feel a thing. That is BAD. I've yet to study this, that, and that, and that. Oh no...

All The Best, Lavynnia :)

People always leave.

I can't believe I did not attend my one in a lifetime school prom. It feels so suckish. RAWR. Ugh. Is it really true that the illegal prom was cancelled? That makes me even pissed. Saw those prom photos in facebook. Grrr.. Kinda regretting. Fish.

*SLAPS*

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Last night was wow. Had stomach ache all of a sudden at 3.50am. Spent quite some time in the bathroom. Cold sweat and everything. Knew something was not right already. So I quickly washed up and went out. And slowly I couldn't see anything already. *blackout* Quickly touched whatever I could touch and straight lie down on the bed. Everything was a blur. Ngek..

Yaddayadda...........

I'm having this mix feeling. But I'm willing to give it a try.
I'm a stalker. It feels shitty to see all those craps. Ok, crap for me laa.
I'm fishin' lazy to study.
I'm not ready for SPM, next year and so on.
I'm not afraid of dying. Just wanna die with my loved ones.
I'm still angry. Somehow there's still anger.
Ok, whatever.

~ Doo-da-doo. It's All Good! ~
quote : Miley&Mandy :)

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Mass Comm. Yes, it used to be the last on my list but that's what I thought of doing next year. Suggestions? Hmm...

25/10 - Happy Birthday PZ!

Skipped school on Friday again. Was shocked to see so many people leaving the school. In their school bags. Anyways. Some of us met up at the bus stop and later on went to the padang to meet up with the guys. It was Joseph's birthday :) So yea. Hazel bought a cake. Yaddayadda.. Finding a location to celebrate was the toughest. Awhile here, awhile there. End up? We just celebrated it at the padang! Joseph, don't mind right? (:

The before effect.

The after effect.

Went to mamak for lunch with mommy and brother after that. Woooh.. Damn syok. Felt damn satisfied. Haha. Oh oh! And goodness. I had a short afternoon nap. And mom rushed home to pick me up for tuition. And we just missed the green light - red light. Then I remembered my tuition mate texted me last week that there's no tuition this week. Hah! Mom was like "Aiyo. Sa de laa ni". So we turned home again. Oops lolol..

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Had tuition in the morning yesterday. 8am. Damn early. But oh well. It's Maths. I'm beginning to like it. Lulu.. Boyfriend's family came to pick me up after that 'cause I had no way home. So yea. Thank you! :) Boyfriend and I went to the gym after that. Although it wasn't all that hardcore. But whoa. Hahaha.. Went to the sauna for awhile after that. I put like three scoops of water into that i-don't-know-what-is-it-called-thingy and sat down. Didn't sweat much. Then this lady came in and put another two scoops. Oooh could really feel the heat already. Then finally sweat like wooh. Syok :D

Showered, makan, and went to the movies with boyfriend after that.

"Cloudy with a chance of Meatballs" a.k.a "Cuaca mendung dengan kemungkinan bebola daging". HAHAHA.. Went to McD while waiting for dad after that. Played Hangman! Muahahaa damn fun! Wooots :D

Went for dinner at SS2 at night and then to parents friends' house. They had some durian 'party' thingy so yea. I just sat on the couch and watch them eat. I don't really like durian anymore. Weird for a Malaysian but oh well. Lulu..

Later on, the host's son's friend who was a girl came over after that. They studied and was gonna study. Anyway, it was a big huha after that. After the girl went back, one of the aunty had so many comments to give. In my head was just "Wth. Shut up will you?" She's the youngest among all the aunties and one of the successful ones and is a part-time yoga teacher I think. But so what? Felt pissed whenever I hear her voice. And she just sort of repeats my mom's jokes as if it's hers. Please laa. I've already noticed it since day one. Blablabla... Yaddayaddayadda... Lululu...

And I fell asleep and woke up at 12pm and ate cheese cake ;)

Downs and Ups :)

Dammit. Was so pissed this morning when I googled the timetable for SPM. I thought Chinese was suppose to end on the 10th of December. But mana tau, 14th of December! Holyshit. And on the 11th of Dec, the swimming gang, we're all gonna go Camerons for holiday. 2nights to lepak. So mommy said we will still go for the Camerons trip. So the plan is official SPM, holiday and home for Chinese papers again. Stuuuuuuuupid. Pffft!! Ish.



Anyway, felt really good after that. 'Cause I spent so much time on Youtube just now. Found out there's another Tinkerbell show!

There! "Tinkerbell and the Lost Teasure". I'm so gonna watch it. Huhu..

OMG. She's so hawt. Muahaaa :D anyway yep, I searched for her - Miley Cyrus again. And I came across this "The Miley and Mandy Show". It's sort of like they make spontaneous videos? It is SO nice to watch. It makes me smile. It makes me happy. So cool! When I'm free after SPM, I'm gonna watch all of their videos. Woohoo~ Oh yeah~ Pop it, lock it, polka-dot it~ Huhu..

Shit, SPM's like less in a month and I'm still going crazy over Miley. Oh Miley~ *sweet nibblets!* Heee oh well :) I saw Miley's new album in Speedy yesterday. I want it!! Hopefully......... heheheh and my brother........ heheheh ;p

Talk is Cheap ~

Ooo.. Scandalous. HAHA. Dexter is hitting on Pixie! Omgee LOL.

Yesterday was not too bad. SAW was indeed gross. I did not see some of the gross part. I turned away. Yes I'm scared of horror. And after the movie when I was about to sleep, I kept thinking whether there's someone in my cupboard. Hiding somewhere. Omg. But I think the ending of the movie was really cool. The "dead" guy just stood up, went out of the 'room', said "Game over" and closed the door. The End. Haha. AC after that. My parents doesn't know what does AC means lol. Anyway yea. It was packed. And the people next to our table were either Korean or Japanese students. Awesome haha. But it was quite a new thing to me, seeing like SO many college kids at AC, drinking, smoking. Yaddayadda... I'm lazy to elaborate but it was nice meeting some of his friends. Again, after two years. And I wonder why. I've been very patient. WOW.

I wanna go back to my times in primary school laa. The besties I had. Wish we hadn't lost touch or that things hadn't gone so complicated or whatsoever reason. I miss having those kinda friends. I miss PhoebeChong. I miss Eleanor. I miss JehWen. I miss Sabrina. I miss the sleepovers we used to do every weekend. If only things hadn't had changed.

I hate this triangle shape. I'm stucked. And I'm gonna be trash next year. Well done, Lavy!

BOP IT!

Omg I'm so happy! I don't know why I'm feeling all excited. Not because of tonight though, but 'cause I found my Standard1-2 primary school bestie! She, QingYin and I were really good friends last time. Until she migrated to US when we were Standard2 and then that was it- we kinda lost touch :( When I went to US when I was 8, found out that her family had already migrated back to M'sia. Haha. I remember going to her house last time. Our mothers would be cooking and stuff while we played 'bop it'. Omogsh I miss those bop it moments.

Oooh yeah, I found a picture of it :D

QingYin, you remember?? Hopefully there's still some of this and I'll buy it and play it the whole day! Huhu..

I remember what "dreams" we had last time too, of the three of us. Wanting to live in an apartment together, form a band together. Hahaha.. Good ol' times. I miss it! I miss us! (:

Boooooo.

I've got so much to complain but in the end, the problem is still me. Ain't it? Pffft. But why am I feeling like that anyway? Insecure? I don't know actually. Don't care laa. Boohoo..

I went to Holiday Villa after tuition just now. Dad had to pick bro up. So I went down to the swimming pool. Saw coach. First thing he asked me was, "Got license to drive already ah?" If only I could say yes. I heard.....................

Yeah, so I wanna learn how to drive. Quickly. So I can start. Hopefully. Muahahaa :D

I'm afraid of SAW. How?

Where're you? Zzz...

Aww, so manja! She just climb onto me and slept. Memang macam bayi :) Naughty as ever but I still love her to bits! :D I still love Trixie and Dexter don't worry. They're my bestest friends. No wait. Siblings. Hahaha :p

My throat hurts. Ugh. Voice turned sexy. But the throat's suffering.

Am I obsessed with you~ Oooh, I'm a stalker! LOL.

Cats

So last night we changed her name to Pixie, instead of Simba. 'Cause Simba sounds boyish but she's a girl. And it's also 'cause all of mommy's children including the cats has 'X' in their name so might as well change to Pixie. But I'm afraid Trixie might get misunderstood. Their name sound so similar. Oh well. Trixie Dexter Pixie!!! Awesome :p Huhu..

She's so manja! Me like :) While watching CSI, she attacked Popo and mommy. I mean kacau. After that when she came to me, I just put a pillow there and she fell asleep. With all kinds of position without feeling uncomfortable at all. Weird kitty.

As you all know, Zorro passed away too. On the 4th of October. Guess what they say it's true. The fittest survive? After coming home from my date with boyf, I went to the kitchen. It was empty. No more Zorro. I just cried and couldn't stop and my eyes were all bengkak the next day. Gee. I can still remember. She was one of the fattest among the three kittens. But after Snowey passed away, she too, became skinnier and skinnier, till one day when I held her, all I felt were bones. And just before I went out on the 4th of October, she had no more energy. Mommy said she was gonna go too. But why? I still don't know what's the cause of her death. Don't tell me it's just because of the constipation? I don't know. Oh well. She's gone. Life goes on. At least she's not suffering anymore. RIP girl. I miss you.

IMY

I dreamt about KongKong last night. I told Popo about it just now and she lightened up really quickly. She asked me if he was happy and the answer, definitely a yes :) And she smiled, said "See, Kongkong sayangkan lu" (:

I still remember the dream.

I remember that KongKong was given a chance to come back to life for a day. So my family and the rest of the family met up at a restaurant and waited for KongKong to come. So we were all waiting until I saw KongKong in my dream. He was wearing a blur collared shirt. Looking healthy as ever. And a smile on his face :)

And I still remember that my brother and I quickly ran to him, shouted KongKong and hugged him. And he was the happiest man on earth.

IMISSYOU, KONG......... <3